I find it amazing how I have manipulated my brain into thinking the way I want it to. I hardly even know what’s real anymore. I can just block out all the bad things and pretend like they never happened. But in my struggle to block out everything bad I’m scared I’m going to forget the good too. Ugh thinking is gross someone please stab me or something. 

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